Life is amazing~

Life is not as amazing as I think~

2011-10-15T18:41:00.002+08:00

Life.. full of happiness and also sadness.. but for me, I think most of it would be sadness.. I have chose to be with you, to love you, and hope that we could be together happily, like what a normal couple would. But why you want to do this everytime ? Do you think that the person that is wrong is only me? Do you think is because I chase you last time, so you don't need to care me is it? How much do you care about me, I don't really know. From what I see, you don't really care for me at all.

And, today, why do you keep on asking me to buy the air ticket? Do you think the air ticket is only my decision ? Do you think I live with my parents currently ? Which I can ask anytime I want, decide anything I want? Ever thought that I need to ask my parents, need to ask my brother, need to get some advise from my sister in Melbourne, so that I would know which is the best decision for me and you?? I don't think you know all of this, because you never care to ask. You just know what is good for you, and I don't know where to you put me at. First or the last among you list.

But I don't care anything now, just hope that you will come and find me to chat again, and settle all of this. I have posted something of facebook, hope you will read this and that status too.

为了你。。。

2011-08-14T16:33:00.001+08:00

我为了你放下了我的自尊，是为了希望你有一天会改过。

就希望你不会越来越坏吧～

Blur~

2011-06-26T10:12:00.002+08:00

I have no idea what you want and what do I want now. You say maybe you care too much and made yourself either happy, or not happy. But how much do I care about you, do you ever know ? I think you will say less than how much you care for me. But how much do I care for you, I don't need to tell anyone of say out. It's in my heart. Hope you will understand.

Randomness~

2011-05-05T21:45:00.001+08:00

Suddenly I feel like writing something, but I have no idea what to write. Tomorrow having TSD test, good luck to all who are having TSD test tomorrow, and also to myself.

Might come back to write something more when I'm free =)

Back to KK~!

2010-01-15T19:54:00.002+08:00

Today went back to KK le~ don't know is happy or sad ler... haha =p

Happy can come back eat and meet up with my friends and family...
Sad is cant see her for more than 1 month... =(

Haiz... Look on the bright side~! 1 month like that only mar... very fast de~ XD

haha =D That's all... Enjoy ur day everyone... Be Happy Always~! =)

2009 年的最后一天·。。。

2010-01-01T10:24:00.002+08:00

I had no time to write this yesterday night, but I did write out the stuffs I want to write out here in my mobile phone... I know is a bit late, but I would like to express it out here~

我本来想着，2009年将会过得比任何一年开心，但是我所想的，是错的。反而变成最伤心的最后一天，我也经历了最难忘的一晚。这我一生人里都不会忘记的。昨天晚上你这样对我，可能你还不明白，不知道我有多难受；也许是我不懂你发生了什么事，面对什么问题，但是我希望你会告诉我听。最终，我还是想告诉你，我是不会放弃的！！！

听了一整晚的彩虹这首歌。这首歌里面，有一些部分是我现在的心情～

那裏有彩虹告訴我
能不能把願望還給我
為甚麼天這麼安靜
所有的雲都跑到我這裏

有沒有口罩一個給我
釋懷說太了多就成真不了
也許時間是一種解藥
也是我現在正服下的毒藥

看不見你的笑我怎麼睡的著
你的身影這麼近我卻抱不到
沒有地球太陽還是會繞
沒有理由我也能自己找

你要離開我知道很簡單
你說依賴是我們的阻礙
就算放開但能不能別沒收我的愛
當作我最後才明白

RAP:
看不見你的笑要我怎麼睡得著
你的聲音這麼輕我卻抱不到
沒有地球太陽開始環繞環繞
沒有理由我也能自己走掉
是我說了太多就承受不了
也許時間是一種解藥解藥
也是我選擇整瓶服下的毒藥

I don't understand...

2009-12-18T18:22:00.002+08:00

Today was a weird day for me... started out nicely, ended up sadly... but I wonder, am I doing the right thing? or I'm doing wrongly? or I'm just didn't do anything? Every time I want to try and understand you more, I can feel that our relationship are getting worse~ or maybe I'm just thinking too much?

tomorrow going to Damai, hope I can have fun there and release everything that's irritating and annoying in my mind~

have a nice weekend everyone~ =)

YAY !!

2009-12-16T11:41:00.001+08:00

wee~ just finish mid-term exam for MPW... stupid moral and malaysia studies... everything memorise de... but luckily not that much lar this time... Final exam i duno how liao lur~~ =(

coming saturday Damai !!! hope it's fun there... hahaha =)

Why?!

2009-12-06T17:21:00.001+08:00

Haiz.. I really don't know why I'm so moody these 2 days.. I don't think there is anything that's bothering me or something, but still I'm moody.. I don't know how to express it out, don't know how to write it out, don't know how to say it out...

How ler?? Anyone can help me?? =(

New Moon~

2009-12-05T19:51:00.002+08:00

haha.. today watched movie again! This time watch New Moon~ got 10 ppls o.. Me, Jessie, Adeline, Alvin, Joanne, Joey, Crystal, Jin, Duckie and Andy... Jin always suddenly laugh loud loud de... very funny + weird! haha... XD

The movie quite nice lar, but I still don't like the stupid MBO sound system... quite loud sometimes and too soft sometimes... haha.. I really got a lot of complaints! XD

After movie, me, jin and alvin went to open lab DOTA! haha =D almost lose to AI during the second game... Luckily got me! XD SS here... no lar, just joking nia~ haha =) then went to chillipepper eat dinner lur~

I think that's all for today... haha =) Lazy liao~

I'm still waiting for you, waiting for your answer, hope you can let me know the answer~ =)

Christmas Carol~

2009-12-04T16:19:00.001+08:00

Today went to watch Christmas Carol liao~ haha =p Quite nice ler the movie... for me lar =D Is about an old man that don't like Christmas at first but then after 3 spirits come find him liao, he likes Christmas again liao~ haha =)

Tomorrow go MBO again! New Moon... haha =D hope it's also a nice movie ler~ haha =) that's all for today.. lazy write also =p haha

Have a peasant day everyone~

Movies on Saturday ! =)

2009-12-03T20:37:00.002+08:00

wee~ today morning me, Jessie, Adeline and Joey went to MBO at spring buy tickets for Saturday de... haha =) we bought 10 tickets for New Moon in the afternoon de... haha =) afternoon eat at cafeteria again.. sien o eat there >.<

Moral class, was so fun! haha =) Dota with Boon Han 2 rounds and we played Go Fish... Funny and Relaxing game... haha =) then went to 9th floor there play with Jin them again.. haha...

Nothing much to write about lar today... haha =) so I think I will stop here...

Have a nice day everyone~ =D

Movies ?? =D

2009-12-02T20:14:00.005+08:00

OMG! today morning 9am class.. so early but I managed to force myself to wake up earlier than that so I won't be late for class... haha... after getting ready, I went to class liao.. thought I will be the first 1 since I reach there around 8:35am or smth... then I saw Boon Han there... he was so early!! haha=) and the most annoying thing is that I received a sms asked me to do a bad stuff which is good for that people.. so sienz >.<

During Moral class, it was like heaven.. play warcraft 3 with Boon Han.. He keep bully me and still say he long time din't play... =( haha... but nvm, it's just a game... =D Play till half, teacher say break, we terus change seat coz our lappy almost out of battery... haha =) so 对不起老师 coz din't listen to here lecture at all... (骗人的啦!) =p

We play till finish class then go eat lunch at cafeteria.. after that continue in 2nd floor empty room again! XD after that I went to 9th floor there meet with Jin and Jessie them.. We were playing Joey's psp de game, G-Force! haha... =) quite nice ler that game, it was like Toy Story that type de game...

3pm Malaysian Studies.. >.< so sien o that class.. Teach de stuff all forgot liao now.. =( Later I met Danny, he asked me want to join them for movie or not tonight, watch Ninja Assassin.. I was tired already so din't go with them, then Ah Gui came to find me and asked me want to watch 2012 or not... He say free ticket o! haha =) but still I was too tired to go liao.. rejected again! XD

Why today so many people ask me watch movie de?? 虽然是月头，但是还是没什么钱。。。 haha =) Wee~~ maybe tomorrow go watch Christmas Carol, and Saturday watch New Moon~ haha =) shuang wei~! Think this is enough for today liao barr although abit boring lar! haha =D

Happy or Sad day ?

2009-12-01T18:25:00.002+08:00

wee~ today woke up around 9am smth bar if not mistaken... after that go open lab there with Jessie... play computer as usual, yet nothing special.. haha =)

afternoob we went to 3rd miles there eat Green Green de noodle!! got me, Jessie, Adeline, ah Jin, Duckie and Joey... Duckie dislike that kind of noodle then Jin help him finish that bowl... all ordered small de, and I ordered the big de! the bowl was so huge, but the noodle not that much also larr.. haha =D

after we went 9th floor there play!! me, jin, adeline and joey play big2 there.. Duckie play his lappy at one side and Jessie playing Joey's psp at another side... we play big2 there, got 1 round I said if I lose, I 脱裤子跑 Swinburne... Luckily win lar... haha =)that Adeline 笑个不停 there... haha... Play until 3pm like that then all go class liao lurr... Me and Jessie at there playing the psp till 3:55pm like that then i also go class liao lurr...

I took Joey's psp and played at hostel again... haha =) heavy rain outside again and today don't feel like eating dinner again... (again, again and again) sienz... =(

I don't know today is a happy or sad day for me lar.... At the beginning, everything was okay.. but all of a sudden, everything changed... I also don't know what and why, but i really hope to know the answer.. Maybe you are searching an answer, as well as I am searching my answer too.. but hopefully, we can get our answer real soon... =)

- THE END- haha=) 无聊的我。。。

Waiting for You~

2009-11-30T21:45:00.001+08:00

突然想起这首歌。。。Waiting for you~
这首歌表达我现在的心情。。。哈哈！=)

金色的舞鞋伴着音乐
baby你的眼睛是一弯深邃的湖水
哦忽明忽灭掩藏不可思议的美
让我眩晕在悬崖边谁知一睁眼就不见
waiting for you i'm waiting for you
waiting for you kiss me at the night
为何你cinderella 留给我一望无际的思念
waiting for you i'm waiting for you
waiting for you come here to my dream
牵着你不断旋转
一直到黑发变成了银线
waiting for you waiting for you
直到永远

哦忽明忽灭掩藏不可思议的美
让我眩晕在悬崖边谁知一睁眼就不见
waiting for you i'm waiting for you
waiting for you kiss me at the night
为何你cinderella 留给我一望无际的思念
waiting for you

waiting for you waiting for you
waiting for you
waiting for you i'm waiting for you
waiting for you kiss me at the night
为何你cinderella 留给我一望无际的思念
waiting for you i'm waiting for you
waiting for you come here to my dream
牵着你不断旋转一直到黑发变成了银线
waiting for you waiting for you
waiting for you

New Blog again~

2009-11-30T20:51:00.001+08:00

haha... my second blog in a week... =)

the first one was a total failure until everything were totally messed up... so i decided to delete that and remake another 1... but my old post no more liao... haiz... 算了吧！=D